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Hold. Touch.

today, today was an extremely amazing, emotional day. today was a relationship changing, heart-wrenching day. we touched, we hugged. our hands were just so warm in each other. his shoulder, the perfect cradle for my head, his cheeks, so soft and warm, and his lips on my hand, so full of love.  it was our first date since the end of the semester and we didnt know it would turn out like this. well, we went to the movies at 11:15 and we watched the princess and the frog, which was a cute little movie. hehee, but we were the oldest people in the theater besides the kids’ parents. it was fun anyways, with those sweet little moments that made you melt. then he drove my car to the restaurant we had sushi at, yum! but for some reason, it was awkward for bits and pieces of the day (but that was soon to change). so then we went to get gelato, where i guess, we got a little closer. basically, at the restaurant, he wanted to feed me, like he always does, but i said no, like i normally do. and then at the ice cream place, he tried again, but, still, nope. he made these cute little sad faces that i had to fight to not give in, but, hehe, he didnt  get to feed me. we just continued sharing our ice cream. and we got a little more playful. we were just joking around and saying stupid thats what she said jokes, or, i guess i was. and then twitter kept texting him, and he named it shenequa haha.

well, i was supposed to leave at 3:15, but he wanted to show me the park, so we left the gelato place and got to the park at 3. we were initially supposed to just stay for a little bit, but then he had to go pray. and by the time he was done, it was past time. so we just decided to walk around a bit, but it was really cold and windy, and i didnt have an adequate enough sweater. hehe, when we were walking into the park, the wind was blowing, and it blew one side of my sweater out, and he almost reached for it, and put it back into place, but then we were like, oops. hehe. so yeah, as we were leaving the park, we were trying hard not to touch each other, but he accidentally touched my back. hehe. 2bcont.

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Winter Break!

home at last. hmm, i have lots to write about. maybe later tonight ill just edit this post! heheheee. yay.

Writing

wow, its november already and im super busy! gahh, i havent written in here in a long while. i didnt even get to write about our date, but worry not, even though i havent been writing on here, ive still been getting my feelings out and down in my notebook (lol, the lab section). haha, alhamdullilah. so yeah, i have a couple of long entries in there and ill type them up, eventually, insha’Allah. or they might just stay in there…or ill tear em out and put em in my butterfly book. hmm, who knows.
today was the third day of almaghrib. i was soooo tired. i got there late and left early. i got pretty angry and tired and sad today, but its ok. hmm, actually, at this point of time in the class, i dont feel like im learning much. maybe if i took notes or something, but im just trying to listen and commit to memory. like, i take occasional notes, jot down stuff, but, overall, i have very little notes. but it could just be because im tired. i dunno. hmm, oh well. ill type more later, im super tired right now.

:) oh happy day

oh happy day, yay. we had a date. again, i shall write about it when i get back to atown insha’Allah. yay

school

yay, school. whoo. fun fun fun. tests. grades. teaching? meh. theyre coming over for dinner tomorrow. yay. but we want to go out first.

Engaged!

alhamdullilah! even though i dont believe very much in engagements, its still nice to have this feeling in the air. so, we had our little mungnee party, k, well, i guess it wasnt so little though. hehe, it was fun and afterwards we went to the cheesecake factory and starbucks and stuff with my sis, her hubby, and my big bro. it was amazing. alhamdullilah, an awesome night!

today i went to dinner at their house. it was cool, too. i hung out with his cousins and we played mafia. haha, yelled, not played. oh well

:)

Eid Sa’eed! Taqabbal Allah minna wa minkum Eid mubarak!

yum. food. fun!

It’s Coming, but Ramadan’s Going

lol, so, i was talking to his mom today, and i  noticed that the engagement party is 2 weeks from friday. 2 weeks. holy…dang. masha’Allah, alhamdullilah. but you know what, im sad that ramadan’s ending, i mean, for me, it didnt really feel like it was even here. i guess it was my lack of, i guess an islamic environment. i mean, its always been, well, in school, the muslims, there, the teachers, the shuyookh, the general spirit of a community with aunties and uncles and little kids. here, i guess there’s really none of that, i mean, there are, but not here, not with us, not at the masjid with us. and i guess its because theyre all people that i dont exactly know. i dont know if i would be comfortable even reading Qur’an in front of them. i guess its on me too, i didnt really try to create the islamic atmosphere for myself. i know i didnt try as much as i would have liked. it could’ve been better. insha’Allah i live to see the next ramadan, so that i can make better use of it. Allahummaghfir lana dhunoobana, ameen.